Saturday, 23 June 2012

Taking down the wall...

Hello friends, it has been a very long while since my last post. I do apologize as life seems to take over when you least expect it to. I have stayed true to my yoga practice since the beginning of this blog-mid February of this year, and keeping strong as my changes in work schedule and me time have drastically changed. I won't let anything get in the way of my goals and dreams. You have to do what you must in order to make your dreams a reality, and I strongly believe that anyone can achieve something they wish to if they believe they can. Aside from my practice, my life has had some major make-overs as well. For example, my mood/spirit has definitely been much more positive and it's visible to friends and family surrounding me. They notice my happy go lucky attitude when I have a kick jump in my step and I am smiling like its nobody's business! I feel good about myself, my skin is soft, my body is toned I feel like a strong being who could take on anything that is thrown my way. Another unexpected side effect I have recently observed is my intuition and ability to understand situations more as a bystander rather than a victim. I feel a deeper understanding for the world around me and I take things more to heart. There seems to be a connection between people, situations, dreams, pictures etc and it helps later on in some way or another. Kind of like déjà vu. One night about a week ago I had a very vivid memorable dream about my real dad. Which was unexpected as I have not seen, spoken, or had any sort of relationship with him since I was a young child. I woke up with a sense of realization that all this time I have wasted my happiness holding a grudge for the most useless reasons that serve no one. Not even myself. I decided that day I would reach out and open the door I had kept closed and locked up with plywood and nails for years and years. I contacted my real dad based on the true fact that you should let go of anything that does not serve you and based upon the sign I had received in my dream. He replied back by the next morning and I feel now a huge sense of relief and comfort in knowing that I will have the chance to get to know my dad before the end of this lifetime. I strongly encourage you all to forgive and forget daily. To accept the fact that people make mistakes and we are not perfect and that is completely OK. I am learning a lot about myself and I will continue to share it with anyone who is interested to listen. Thank you for being you and remember to share your love with someone who might just need it. Namaste friends, namaste.